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The Bi-Directional Glenn

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The Bi-Direction Glenn procedure is supposed to be a less complex open-heart surgery ( What is the Bi-Directional Glenn? ), but the simple fact remains that Liam will be undergoing a massive surgery in less than 48 hours. It feels weird saying it, but our time in "interstage" is finally drawing to a close. This is both a time of celebration and a time of fear. As one waxes the other wanes- a push and pull that leaves us feeling relief in one minute (we’ve made it) and trembling in fear in the next. In less than two days, the time of pulse-ox measurements and hawk-like staring for even the slightest changes in coloration or respiratory rates will be over. But there is a catch: to get there, Liam has to be subjected to the scapel again- his scar now a helpful "cut here" for the surgeon. People have told me over the last few days, "it's going to be fine," or "everything will be ok." This annoys me, if I'm being honest. And I am being hones...